IN HIGH SCHOOL

As you guys know me. The girl who talk about surviving middle school.well now i'm in high school it is much worse than middle school.You think it high school in the TV show its completely not i'm even sure a bit. Don't think you will have new friends you if you want to get new friends you will be trap in that little circle you were in middle school.Your heart just start to shatter constantly in high school.You feel rush of blood going through you its suppose to but its not right.Something is always missing the founding memories of middle school keep flashing back in your brain but you didn't quiet like that feeling in middle school now your desperate and hungry for it.Your not quiet catching the standard for everything around you.Your in high school physically but mentally your daring soul is just there waiting to burn into solid crisp of trash.Your physically unknown. The school is like the size the world and its just to big for you and you kinda waiting for brief moment of attention but you will never get it.Everybody has been use to the usual guide their is not direction for high school its like you were put in the middle of forest and you don't know how to react to everything and their was instruction.NO one told you the cafeteria was gonna be like vomit.The dreams of high school are irresistible and you still have hope but their was no hope and it was just scenarios you thought was coming to life.The jock is PHONY it not real or the MOST POPULAR nobody know half of their seniors class their is thousand of people in high school NO ONE GET CODDLED.The  school will have 1 or 2 good looking guy but not everybody will want them their will be people who actually live  REALITY. The most important thing is the high school myth popular guy with an unknown girl that WILL NEVER HAPPEN and YOU WILL BE UNKNOWN TO THE HOT GUY.